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    16 December

    冬日心情

    早上,一抹阳光穿过窗楣,斜斜地印在西边的墙壁上。我知道,冬天来了,是阳光告诉我的,只有冬天,它才能进入屋子;只有冬天,我才可以如此关注阳光。太阳,安静娴雅,遥远辉煌。
      还没看见雪,还没看见那些单色的精灵。关于雪的记忆,很近很远;关于雪的信息,很远很近。
      也不是等待,我知道一些东西迟早会来。我只是将自己暴露在冬天,就象那些脱光了暧昧的树干。额头的热量已跟最后的秋风远遁了,而血液还在缓缓流动。可能我正在慢慢冷却,包括眼神,这样可以清晰,象南房屋檐上透明的冰凌。
      冬天不冷,我冷。
      那些大片大片的阳光已经毫无遮掩,树枝瑟瑟地岔开手指,却已拦不住阳光的步履。失去叶子的树干就象没有帆的孤船,还怎么逆旅阳光的波涛。让树都冬眠,冬眠成一支一支的篙,定定地插在冬日的阳光里,也有着诗意的安静。
      我不会冬眠,也不会在冬天狂奔。我可以将自己包裹的象熊一样在这个最宽敞的季度里抗衡冻结。但这里没有速度,也没有行人,谁也别妄想会在一览无余的地平线上盛开一朵玫瑰或丁香。出神地看上半天暖色天空背景里的树梢,也不知想些什么,只是有时会在嘴角丢落一个简单的笑,转瞬即逝,象忽然飞走的小鸟。
      三毛说:“天空没有翅膀的痕迹,而我已经飞过。”看过去,天空的确没有翅膀的痕迹,可我,没有飞过。
      其实,冬天是柔软的,土地也不过是蒙了一层坚硬的皮。太阳不再那么辣,每天含情脉脉地照看着这些无处藏身的生灵。很少有云,天,真是空的大胆,洇满了太阳柔软的色彩。要说谁在冬季凌厉,倒不如说是坚脆,那些绷直的情感就象忍受到极限的冰,切根断裂,水就是这样受伤的。
      冬天真好,热热闹闹的花红柳绿都跑光了,残枝败叶各安一隅。人声都被隔在玻璃后面,狗却在旷野叫的疯狂,有点狼的意思。你若走进这样的时空,放心,到处都是方向,遍地都是路程,甚至,你看到失去青春的草丛竟会有家的幻觉。冬天,干干净净的冬天,所有的多情藏也藏不住,所有的语言说也说不出。
      缓慢地衰老着,倾听生命的脚步敲响季节的冰面。冬天就是这么美好,背负阳光走路,不必躲藏。

    毛国典-冬日的阳光(水粉画)

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    炎 黄wrote:
    好像是泰戈尔说过的吧
    7 Feb.
    之硕 郑wrote:
    Happy New Year
    2 Jan.
    w Wwrote:
    很喜欢背景音乐
    淡淡的
    想起曾经的夏天的味道
    心境都不一样了
    24 Dec.
    明杰 黄wrote:
    写得真好……
    18 Dec.

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